I am thisclose from breaking down in tears. They're welling up in my eyes; I can feel them.
That, however, would be highly embarrassing, as I am sitting in an internet cafe. In public. In full view.
I don't know what brought this on. I never do.
All I know is that I have to put on a brave face for tonight, even though all I want right now is to be alone.
All I know is that my heart hurts, the old familiar ache that I know all too well.
